My ideal relationship
August 30, 2008 
I like to set up requirements, you know. Though it may be impossible to be satisfied. Yet I love the satisfaction when you’re able to fulfill some of them. So today, I’m just so in the mood of talking about my ideal man and how should my relationship goes best.
First of all, he has to be at least SOME good looking. LOL. Or put it another way, I have to think that he’s good looking regardless of the fact in others’ eyes. Shallow, am I? z z z
Then, he has not be too egoistic and demanding. I hate being controlled. Freedom is my water if not oxygen. Respects is super important in any relationship.
He has to point out ALL the weaknesses he sees in me, and tell me in such a way that do not make me feel too bad about myself, and help me to overcome all the weaknesses, because I love improvements.
He has to be supportive towards my passion for arts and others.
We should play like we’re friends for life, chat like we’re soul mates, and love like we’re so meant to be.
We should be able to bring out any discussions and voice out any of our opinions.
We should make each other more and more confident by days.
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I can’t think of other requirements now. I’ll then update this post once I recalled. LOL.
I do not need a fairy tale love story, all I need is just someone to grow old with me, not too demanding, isn’t it?
Merdeka day resolutions =.=
August 30, 2008
Filed under ♥ Soar with me ::, ♥ Thoughts of the day ::
Tags: resolutions merdeka
Sincerely, praying for the best. I will grow. Yes I will. That’s my war.
Tonnes is going on in my mind, yet I’m still finding the way to express it out.
Today is Merdeka Day, someone was supposed to meet me at KLCC but ended up not turning up. Hmph. Then I planned to go Poppy for countdown celebration, but couldn’t make it in the end. Sigh.
Reflecting of what daddy asked yesterday, I think I have an answer for it. I’m lacking something called — focus and earnestness.
“You can do much much better than that,”he said.
This simple sentence reminded me, that I’m not only a dust, which I thought I was.
Hard work pays off for sure, doesn’t they?
Yes, they do.
And I have faith in myself.
Yes, I can.
nostalgia
August 29, 2008
Filed under ♥ Put aside the negativity ::, ♥ Thoughts of the day ::
I can never get enough in my life.
Not for my greed, but I’m never good enough.
What if…
Others see the best in you,
but the one you cared most sees it as something that you need to work on with?
What if…
I want to do things the same old ways as I did,
but I’d forgotten how to?
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I went for a short appearance in an event held in Mardigrass. Daddy came and fetched me back after-event. You know, I just love the feeling, of someone you love coming to get you back after-work. It’s like being able to sleep during rainy days. Priceless. Yet sadly, they’re not here to do me this favour.
God I’m all into nostalgic mood now 
I need to…
I need to sit down and absorb what had I learned previously. I’m like in a nil position, which is freaking me out.
I need to get myself down-to-earth back again, ‘coz I saw my tendency in hoping for impossible.
